SELF ESTEEM

It is becoming a real problem to have Lupus. I twitch and shake now for no reason. Its like an anxiety thing. Man it is so embarrassing. People don't understand how Lupus has a big impact on your self esteem. My face is fat it makes me look like I weigh 200 pounds by the face. But my body is only 154. I cant wear heels anymore. So I feel like my sexiness is out the door. I have been single going on 3 years, and I just got diagnosed last year in March and now I figure I'll never be in a relationship again. Is there anyone out there going thru what I going thru.