My Days Ahead!

Well lately I ave been feeling ok except I have been a little sore. You know life has a funny way of slowing you down. My stop sign said, Lupus. You know everyday is a struggle in life period, but when you add something else to that list of shit you don't need it makes it harder. I talk to my friends and family about this strange disease I have. I try to give them as much information as I can so they wont be surprised when I have a flare up. This Lupus is like a Cancer it attacks major organs in your body. I try to always keep a positive attitude but I'm like how can I be positive when I tale like 25 pills a day. They are the high light of my morning. I just went to the eye doctor last week and they said I have to have bifocals put in my glasses due to the Lupus. So I'm thinking to myself this damn Lupus is going to take over. But the other side of me was like girl pick you out so fly frames and keep it rolling.  Even though days I don't want to get out of bed I thank God for keeping me and waken me up in my right mind.