No Sleep

Well it is 3:13a.m. and I am up in allot of pain. I guess I'm going through a Lupus flare. But any how, today when I went to Dialysis today and since it is close to Christmas I passed out candy to the patients, nurses, and the Dialysis techs. It made me feel real good. Well since my mother passed in 2006 Christmas is not the same for me. Christmas was my mothers' favorite holiday. I  can remember her struggling trying to get me all the gifts I wanted for Christmas. But since she has left me the only thing I want for Christmas is my mother. I cant believe that I'm sick and my mother is not here to make it better. But thank God, that my family is here to help me out in this most critical time in my life. Just remember its the little things that count that you do for people.